Friday, July 30, 2010

What I really want to say..............

So my life has been about just making it work. If someone throws lemons my way..............lemonade it is. Its hard when someone mistreats my daughter. I make it all better, but it still hurts her. Her father I know loves her, but he does not know how to show it. He perceives her in such a different light than how she really is. She is full of light, full of love.........just beginning her life really as an adult. He remarried and has a child, and that world seems to be the only world he cares about. He and his wife keep trying to make it right how they treat my daughter.............and that is very badly. I have always moved on from troubles, masking them and keeping my daughter happy. What he doesn't give her I do, when he hurts her, I make it right. Even since she was a pre-teen they treat her as if she is on an adult level, meaning that they think she hurts like them, or rationalizes like an adult. They think she knows how to manipulate like they do, and put crazy scenarios into place, making her out to be a mean person. Its hard not to go over to them and shake them and say STOP!! Stop hurting my daughter, we get it, you don't want any part of her. You want an excuse to have her out of your life.......stop just leave her alone. Stop hurting her to make it ok to not be a part of her life. Stop....please just stop!!!

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